at dahil kay trillanes,
halos limang oras ako sa bus.
hantrapik!!!
ang sakit na ng pwet ko.
mga 10:30 nako nakauwi.
buti naman at di ako inabot ng curfew diba?
kumusta naman.
no.
di naman ako napapraning sa kaguluhan.
naiinis lang sa trapik at sa tagal at sa gutom na dinanas ko kanina.
rar.
buti nalang ako'y nakauwi narin.
yey.
good luck nalang sa Pilipinas.
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Monday, November 26, 2007
film viewing+umuulang bala+ilaw ilaw ilaw
sa SEA30, we watched BARAKA, a film by Ron Fricke...
"is an incredible nonverbal film containing images of 24 countries from 6 continents...The film has no plot, contains no actors and has no script. Instead, high quality 70mm images show some of the best, and worse, parts of nature and human life. Timelapse is used heavily to show everyday life from a different perspective. Baraka is often considered a spiritual film.
Baraka is evidence of a huge global project fueled by a personal passion for the world and visual art. Working on a reported US$4 million budget, Ron Fricke and Mark Magidson, with a three-person crew, swept through 24 countries in 14 months to make this stunning film.
One of the very last films shot in the expensive TODD-AO 70mm format, Ron Fricke developed a computer-controlled camera for the incredible time-lapse shots, including New York's Park Avenue rush hour traffic and the crowded Tokyo subway platforms." (http://www.spiritofbaraka.com/baraka.aspx)
ang ganda ng shots. ang galing ng director.1992 film pa pala toh.pero timeless.sayang di kasama ang Philippines sa film (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Baraka_(film))
sa PI100 naman, we watched Jose Rizal:Ang buhay ng isang bayani. Well, obviously dapat talaga namin panoorin yan hehe. haha, ang bata pa ni Pen Medina...
ayun.la lang. napurga lang ako sa films.tapos dadada si mam G about lighting after. hehehe...grabe ang daming klase ng lighting eh yung iba naman pareho lang din ang sense/meaning. what's the point? silhouetting's the same with backlighting...moonlighting's similar to downlighting...blah...oh well...hay ganun talaga...
rewind to lunch time...kasama ko si talia, hehe. bago na pala ang latasia.under new management. hmm. i like the purple environment better, pero mas masarap naman daw ang food ngayon.at nagkwento si talia sa kanyang LAE at nakakatakot na encounter with a stray bullet na binutas ang bubong ng boarding house nila at ang walang kwentang mga pulis.huhuhu. scary. damn person with the gun. baka daw lasing yung tao. kako baka tanga, di marunong gumamit ng baril. anyways, if the pulis responded asap baka nahuli pa nila yung gago. oh well, thankfully no one was harmed. katakot talaga.
hay, stop here.
THESIS muna.
thesis thesis thesis.
rar.
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Monday, November 19, 2007
sideline.
ang tagal na nito.deym.
tinapos ko na!
cad file, details etc!
rar.
kumusta naman ang thesis ako, ayun tigang.hehe
hinihintay ako.
oh STAR toll, i shall give you undivided attention by tomorrow, i promise!
gahd, im just so glad tapos na tong Limbrinto Residential Garden design.
(nakakahiya kasi, family friend pa naman yun, haha.)
bow.
the plan.
tadan!
no more sidelines for now.
grr.
kaloka.
(click picture for a larger view)

Saturday, November 17, 2007
mama in her younger years
kailangan ng sister ko ng lumang picture daw ni mama.
yung tipong teen years.
ang hirap maghanap!
huhuhu.
ang dami kong kinalkal na photo albums dito.
kaloka.
anyway, natuwa naman ako sa pagkalkal.
eto ang mga nahanap ko.
for fun...




bwahaha! nakakatuwa lang.
at cheerleader pala tong nanay ko.
sosyal.
hayun, at may extra picture pa ang tatay at kapatid ko for more effect :p
yung tipong teen years.
ang hirap maghanap!
huhuhu.
ang dami kong kinalkal na photo albums dito.
kaloka.
anyway, natuwa naman ako sa pagkalkal.
eto ang mga nahanap ko.
for fun...
bwahaha! nakakatuwa lang.
at cheerleader pala tong nanay ko.
sosyal.
hayun, at may extra picture pa ang tatay at kapatid ko for more effect :p
Friday, November 16, 2007
what's next?
i cried my last few tears. konti lang. kasi masaya naman ako at nasa heaven na siya at di na siya naghihirap.
one day, sabi ng pari kanina, we'll all meet again in heaven. dun, magkakaron kami ng family reunion muli! hehe...
kaka-sad lang kasi siya ang favorite kong lola ever!
*oh, and i looked for the gold ring lola gave me nung bata pa ko. aba, sinukat ko siya ulit ngayon! KASYA pa! wee! will wear it poreyber na

oh well, moving on...grad pictorial na namin bukas sa Zone 5 (sa may west ave)
haha, excited kami ng mga blockmates kong girls, and the guys don't simply understand that.
i remember nung grad pic namin nung HS eh pinatanggal ko pa talaga ang braces ko! haha!
anyway, hay, excited ako sa creative shot ko haha.
secret muna.
tapos movie "daw" after pictorial.
hihi, nawa'y kasya ang pinansiya ko.
*i really really want to watch beowulf and/or one more chance (hehe)
fastforward...Thesis.
may namemressure na prof. adviser. deym.
i know concerned siya, pero napepressure talaga ako everytime he asks me kung kumusta na ang thesis ko.ewan ko ba. nakakapraning. ayoko pa naman na napaparanoid. rar.
hehe. seryoso! kailangan ko na tumigil sa pagiging lax! baka senyales ang pagpaparamdam ni prof. adviser hehe. faster results lique! rar.
super fastforward...
malapit na nga pala ang pasko.
huhu, kapos ata ang pinansiya ko.
bahala na si batman.
Monday, November 12, 2007
lola's girl.

what should be the feeling when a loved one has left?
dapat ka bang malungkot dahil wala na siya?
o dapat masaya ka dahil masaya rin siya at di na nahihirapan?
hay, ganun ako.
mixed emotions.
at ganun pala talaga, na when you lose someone, that's the time you think about the past.
november 12. 11AM-ish nag text si kuya vin sakin.
"lola ebo passed away already"
and i don't know how to react that time.
nagtext nalang ako agad kay mama kasi i know she's in manila to go to quiapo.
sabi ko i want to go to paraƱaque today after class....
the details after that i wont elaborate nalang...
ang gulo kasi ng iskeydyul...hmph.
basta kay ate mimie ko unang sinabi.hehe.kasi kailangan ko ng mapagsasabihan that time.
then i burst into tears.
pero dahil ayoko talaga ng umiiyak...napa-joke nalang ako kina dennen, faith, at ate mimie para pangpa-calm down sa sarili ko.
hehehe. pati si ate mimie nag-comfort at nagpapatawa.
*thanks ate mims*
blah blah blah.
basta. reminiscing time ko today.
as i was saying...
when you lose someone, that's the time you think about the past...
si lola ebo ay panganay na kapatid ni lolo minio (ma's dad)...
being the eldest of the 4 siblings, she took the responsibility to be the second parent to her younger sisters and brother.
di na nga siya nakapag asawa eh.
siya parin ang nag-alaga kina mama.
all 10 of them ay dumaan sa pangangalaga niya.
of course, being the motherly person that she was, karamihan din sa aming magpipinsan na apo na sa tuhod ay dumaan din sa pag-aalaga niya.
baby palang ako alaga nako ni lola.
i could never forget the rocking horse na favorite ko laruin dun sa kanila sa paraƱaque.hehe.
i remember nung sa bacolod pa kami nakatira and we would go to manila during breaks and vacations, siya yung katabi ko sa kama, habang ang mga kapatid ko ay katabi nila mama sa guest room.
she'd tell me stories before i sleep.
at sakanya rin ako nagsusumbong minsan.
tapos she'd cook and prepare us meals.
laging handa na nun ang baso ko ng kape at pandesal.
pumunta pa nga yung bacolod to visit us eh.
and every christmas (or sometimes kahit walang occasion) super generous niya magbigay ng aguinaldo.
yung iba samin binibigyan niya ng "pamana" like heirlooms or her jewelry.
yung binigay niya sakin ay gold ring nung nene pa ko.hehe. na ngayon ay di na kasya sakin.
and it's funny kasi she calls jejo "jojo" haha.
kami kasi ng mga pinsan ko eh mas comfortable mag-open up sakanya ng love life. unlike my other lola (ma's mom). hehe.
hindi ba mga cousins?
kasi super approachable niya.
emo rin yang si lola eh. hehe. ma-drama. ang worry-level niya ay high na high. yung tipong iiyak siya kasi nag-aalala siya kanino man samin.
anyway, though she's not with us anymore, i really believe she has lived her life to the fullest! 95 years ba naman! she's lucky enough to have lived that long...and a satisfied life. I'm happy that she left peacefully...and very happy to have spent some of my childhood memories with her. hehe. ayan. ako na tuloy yung emo.
well, i guess, this entry ends here.
at this point, i'm asking for all your prayers for her soul.
God bless everyone!
Sunday, November 11, 2007
optimism and wishful thinking
my second sem officially starts tomorrow...
wala kasing klase nung friday, usually kasi the profs don't come to class on the first day.
anyway, hay...just a few more months to go (hopefully)...
pero i'm trying not to say "hopefully" anymore. gusto kong isipin na matatapos nga ako on time.
optimism nga eh.
motto yan namin ng pinsan ko. (noh louj?)
kasama ng mga joketime at kwento moments eh ang wishful thinking namin...
we'd have conversations like:
"sus, balang araw magkakaron din tayo ng magandang bahay. may sarili pang rest house para dun nalang tayo mag family reunion..."
or
"someday, ang lakwatsa na natin ay mag-iimprove to spa, facials, and high end shopping, yung tipong maraming paper bag na dala! haha!"
or
"hay nako, magkaka-BMW at mercedes din ako noh"
at marami pang ibang ambisyon!
actually, i'm planning my future in the process (hehe)...
dahil ako ang panganay na anak, i feel i have the responsibility to be the second breadwinner of the family...i'm not pressured naman. i guess that's what's really expected of me kahit di ako sinasabihan ng magulang ko. and it's ok, gusto ko na nga magtrabaho eh. excited? haha, kinda. i want to earn my own money! haha! and i really want to provide for my family, lalo na ang college tuition ng mga kapatid ko..hahahah! naglolokohan nga kami ng brother ko...
"ate, pagaaralin moko ha pag may trabaho ka na. kaw narin magbibigay ng allowance ko."
"sige, basta pumasa kanag UP para mura lang..."
"di noh, gusto ko sa mahal! hahaha"
hehe, o di ba, lokong kapatid yun!
joke.
then after, gusto ko mag-ipon for a house.
bakit?
basta.
not too big.
hirap linisin eh, hehe.
basta malaki ang garden.
ha!
hay nako, ang dami kong gustong gawin at ma-acheive.
*pray pray pray*
flashback sa aking previous "ambisyosong" wish list...
http://lique28.multiply.com/journal/item/35/wish_list_dahil_libre_mangarap
ang dami noh!!!
ang taas kasi ng level ng wish..haha
at kulang pa yan...
marami pa kong nais.
ngayon may laptop nako.wee!
di nga lang MAC.pero ok lang.
someday i'll have a MAC.
for now, my little black laptop is a little savior. hehe.
*enok, super salamat. i'll buy you a car someday!*
so right now, tiis muna sa mga darating na puyat and/or sleepless nights of plates, papers etc.
hard work! hard work! cram! ay mali...hard work pala, haha
hay, i anticipate the last few months to be the most bloodshed of all academic months ever.
huhu. breakdowns and near-suicidal attempts expected...
pero araw araw ko pinagdadasal sa Panginoon na gabayan niya ako.
*cathe! ina! THESIS HOUSE! asap i hope...hehe*
kaya ko toh!
o Lord, i leave everything up to you...
another motto: do your best and God will do the rest...
HUWAH!!!!
ghad.pasok na ulit bukas! rar!
wala kasing klase nung friday, usually kasi the profs don't come to class on the first day.
anyway, hay...just a few more months to go (hopefully)...
pero i'm trying not to say "hopefully" anymore. gusto kong isipin na matatapos nga ako on time.
optimism nga eh.
motto yan namin ng pinsan ko. (noh louj?)
kasama ng mga joketime at kwento moments eh ang wishful thinking namin...
we'd have conversations like:
"sus, balang araw magkakaron din tayo ng magandang bahay. may sarili pang rest house para dun nalang tayo mag family reunion..."
or
"someday, ang lakwatsa na natin ay mag-iimprove to spa, facials, and high end shopping, yung tipong maraming paper bag na dala! haha!"
or
"hay nako, magkaka-BMW at mercedes din ako noh"
at marami pang ibang ambisyon!
actually, i'm planning my future in the process (hehe)...
dahil ako ang panganay na anak, i feel i have the responsibility to be the second breadwinner of the family...i'm not pressured naman. i guess that's what's really expected of me kahit di ako sinasabihan ng magulang ko. and it's ok, gusto ko na nga magtrabaho eh. excited? haha, kinda. i want to earn my own money! haha! and i really want to provide for my family, lalo na ang college tuition ng mga kapatid ko..hahahah! naglolokohan nga kami ng brother ko...
"ate, pagaaralin moko ha pag may trabaho ka na. kaw narin magbibigay ng allowance ko."
"sige, basta pumasa kanag UP para mura lang..."
"di noh, gusto ko sa mahal! hahaha"
hehe, o di ba, lokong kapatid yun!
joke.
then after, gusto ko mag-ipon for a house.
bakit?
basta.
not too big.
hirap linisin eh, hehe.
basta malaki ang garden.
ha!

hay nako, ang dami kong gustong gawin at ma-acheive.
*pray pray pray*
flashback sa aking previous "ambisyosong" wish list...
http://lique28.multiply.com/journal/item/35/wish_list_dahil_libre_mangarap
ang dami noh!!!
ang taas kasi ng level ng wish..haha
at kulang pa yan...
marami pa kong nais.
ngayon may laptop nako.wee!
di nga lang MAC.pero ok lang.
someday i'll have a MAC.
for now, my little black laptop is a little savior. hehe.
*enok, super salamat. i'll buy you a car someday!*
so right now, tiis muna sa mga darating na puyat and/or sleepless nights of plates, papers etc.
hard work! hard work! cram! ay mali...hard work pala, haha
hay, i anticipate the last few months to be the most bloodshed of all academic months ever.
huhu. breakdowns and near-suicidal attempts expected...
pero araw araw ko pinagdadasal sa Panginoon na gabayan niya ako.
*cathe! ina! THESIS HOUSE! asap i hope...hehe*
kaya ko toh!
o Lord, i leave everything up to you...
another motto: do your best and God will do the rest...
HUWAH!!!!

ghad.pasok na ulit bukas! rar!
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