no turning back

i am now a nocturnal animal.
i drink coffee at night (or eat apples, because sabi ng sister ko may caffeine din daw yun).
i work pag tulog na ang mga tao...kasi pag gising ang pamilya ko, nagyaya sila mag dvd (which is really hard to resist...ahw).
tulog ako sa umaga. i eat 2 meals a day heavy brunch and dinner, optional ang merienda at midnight snack.
my bedtime falls around 4:30 to 5:30-ish.
madalas ko tuloy naiisip kung bakit nga ba ako nag-arki?
huwah! totoo nga ata na when you're nearly done with whatever, it's also when you begin to be bored with it, your mind's easily distracted...ngayon ko palang naiisip na parang gusto ko magshift to fine arts talaga.ahuhu.
well anyway, pag hindi naman ako successful sa pagiging LA eh nahasa nako sa graveyard shift, pwedeng pwede sa call center! hahaha..

kidding (and pessimistic thoughts) aside, i keep telling myself this will all end soon, basta ba i'm right on track. i try not to be pressured with social and environmental conditions (hmph)...ang hirap pero kailangan kayanin. THERE IS NO TURNING BACK. ayoko maging loser and disappoint my loved ones just because i THINK i can't do "it" and i pity myself too much. ergo (line ni conrad..hehe), i should KEEP MOVING FORWARD (inspired by the disney pixar cartoon Meet the Robinsons, ahehehe)...huhu, ang dami kong iniisip simultaneously (PI100, Lighting, LA146 project), when i should be focused.hay...STAY FOCUSED! but of course, i give myself a break nce in a while, like eating dessert and junk, text twist for a while, and ocassional naps, hihi...

madam cathe has invited me to their dear home for this coming cram month of January. i'd really like that...pero lalambingin ko muna ang nanay ko, hahaha...

i know i can do this.
thank you dear blog dahil nailabas ko ang rants and emotional whatevers ko.
thank you enok and JL and itay dahil pumayag silang maging lil helpers ko sa thesis, hahaha, humanda kayo...
thank you Lord for the health and strength para magawa ko tong thesis ko.
well, break's over...CADding shall resume.
bai!

PS. if you're a thesismate o' mine, kaya mo yan.kaya natin toh, hahaha.! GOODLUCK!